What do I do now? The violence is over but I still feel lost?

im glad he has stopped hurting you. i think you might just be worn down from everything he has done to you. maybe ye should see a doctor together but if he ever hurts u again u need to leave that second. if you want the relationship to work and for you to be happy he has a lot of work to do. try setting a date night once a week and doing something fun together. also during the day when he is at work you could take up a cl and doing something fun just to get you out of the house and around strangers. its up to you what you want to do i cant tell you that but there is helplines you can ring just to have someone to talk to and they will be best at advising. being honest i would have left him and stayed on friends sofas and asked for help until i was back on my feet. but that's me and that might not be the choice you want. sit him down and explain ye need to work hard and that you need some time to adjust